Memories flooding back again. Came across some older pictures of me from my hospital stay eight years ago. (Still cannot believe it has been so long) Then, a post from the FML website about a girl thinking she had tonsilitis, but really having lymphoma. Lastly, a girl I worked with while I was in the midst of my chemotherpy treatment has starting working at my new company. (She's never seen me with hair. Last we met, I had no eyelashes or eyebrows even.)
Just another reminder that this will always be at the forefront of my mind. Nearly a decade later...
I'm still working on getting out of "victim" mode: still feeling like I'm in that hospital bed. It's not depression anymore. I know it's laziness. Laziness out of habit? Is that possible?
